A Saturday with Eric

So I know I haven’t given you guys any updates in a while, but that’s mainly because nothing had really been going on in my life romantically. A little over a month ago, Eric told me that he no longer wanted to have sex with my if I wasn’t going to be able to spend the night. This really caught me off guard, and I was confused since I thought we were just doing the casual thing. But I tried not to read too much into it. 

In the weeks that followed, I really didn’t see him much. We didn’t really make any plans, because I knew I wasn’t going to be able to sleep over. I was realizing that I missed him. Even though we aren’t in any kind of boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, he has been the only person I’ve been constantly intimate with since Mr. LA. 

Eric and I kept running into each other at industry related things. It was good to see him, but we would talk about how we needed to hang out. So one night after running into him at a party we both decided to just pull out our calendars and just pick a time. We couldn’t find a time to meet for dinner that week, so I asked if he was free friday night, if I could stay over. He stopped, look up at me, and said “well now you’re just changing the game”, and he smiled. He said that would work only if I agreed to get up early on saturday and volunteer. (I’ve mentioned before that we spend time together in a philanthropic way, but it’s only during the summer, so that season is just getting started) I told him that I was planning on volunteering anyway, so that worked out perfectly. 

I was super excited to spend the night with him, but a few days later he emailed me and asked if I could stay over Saturday night instead. I told him that wouldn’t work, then he asked about Sunday (since it was memorial day weekend) I told him I’d have to get back to him about Sunday. 

Saturday morning rolls around and we are both volunteering. Eric asked me about Sunday night, and I told him it just wasn’t going to work this weekend. I could tell that he was trying to figure out any way to make it work. When our shift was over, he asked if I was doing anything for the next few hours. I told him I wasn’t but that I needed a shower and I was pretty tired. He suggested that we go back to his place and clean up. 

When we got to his apartment, we got right into the shower. It’s been a long time since I’ve showered with a guy, and it’s great foreplay. I really did miss Eric, I’m so comfortable around him. I’m not self conscious about my body, or worried that I’m doing something wrong. I just enjoy it. 

After we got out of the shower, we didn’t waste any time getting to the bedroom. 

I’m hoping that this summer of volunteering will mean I get more of Eric in my life.