Struggling

Back in Austin, back to emotional…

So it has officially been two years since I met my ex fiance and fell in love. This year is certainly easier than last year, but I’m still feeling really emotional. 

I wish I could just let this all go, but I can’t seem to shake it. 

I didn’t really have fun at all the last two nights so I’m trying to not try so hard. 

I know this is basically me rambling but hopefully I will be able to make more sense of this later.