There’s too much, I don’t know where to start

I feel like so much has been going on in my love life (read: not actual action, but rather drama in my own head) 

I don’t even know how to explain everything I’m feeling. I also don’t know how to tell my therapist, and I’m almost afraid to tell him. He is already confused with how many men there are in my life. 

I don’t even know how to tell all of you.