I can feel myself slipping into a depression

The last few months have been really hard for me.

I lost my job, and since my boss was once of my good friends, I haven’t really talked to him in a while either. I was ok with losing my job but recently I found a card he gave me last year and after reading it I can’t help but miss him.

My ex-fiance has started dating the same girl he told me was the devil a few months ago. I don’t know why I care but it upsets me.

So I’m still unemployed but I’m back in school and I hate it. I know I’m doing the right thing by going back to school, but I’m not very good at it, and nothing about school keeps me motivated. I’m motivated by working, and somehow school doesn’t have that same effect.

I keep having these dreams about all these people who are no longer in my life for one reason or another and it just leaves me feeling alone when I wake up. Like it’s all my fault that these friends are no longer in my life.

Anyway, just venting here…no need to be concerned.