So today…

I went to lunch with my friend. The same guy who last week told me he did not want to sleep with me anymore because he had started seeing someone else. Now we were never “together” we were more of a friends with benifits deal.

But as time went one, we had a lot in common and the sex was AMAZING! So we both started to have feelings for each other.

This whole thing had an experation date from the begining because he was moving.

But a week before he left, he had to call me and tell me that he did not think it was right to keep sleeping with me while he was seeing someone else.

So back to today. We went to lunch and after we were done he asked me if I wanted to come up and hang out, cause I had nothing better to do.

I knew this wasn’t going anywhere good, but I let it happen anyway. We were packing up his stuff and he kept getting in my way and then just hugging me.

I tried to tell him that he was not making this easier for me. He was the one who wanted to stop sleeping together, I was perfectly fine with the whole situation.

I told him that it was up to him, but I didn’t want him to regret sleeping with me because we were friends.

So we ended up having amazing sex….

He leaves in 2 days and I know I will miss him. But I guess it is something I am just going to have to live with.