December 2011
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I'm going to tell you a story...
It’s a true story, one that has been running through my head for days now. This is something that happened long before I started writing this blog. But since nothing interesting is happening in my actual life, I thought I’d share this with you.
3 years ago, I met this boy. He wasn’t someone I’d normally be attracted to, but we had a lot in common, he was sweet, funny...
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September 2011
3 posts
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August 2011
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What do you do?
What do you do when you are falling in love with someone and you know it’s not the right time. How do you stay away from them, no be anxious, and just wait. I don’t know how to wait.
“I guess I’m just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch”
– Peyton Sawyer (One Tree Hill)
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I think I'm falling in Love.
July 2011
3 posts
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The weekend
A simple crush
no big deal
don’t worry about it
try not to think about him
you can’t possibly be falling this fast
you don’t even know him
These are all the thoughts that have been running through my head the past 4 days. So that guy I told you about, Seth, well I spent some time with him this weekend. Let’s start at the beginning.
Friday night: I get a call from my...
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June 2011
8 posts
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New Crush
I’m not sure where to begin with this one, so I guess I’ll just give you guys the whole long story ;)
There’s this guy (isn’t that how all stories like this start). One of my childhood best friends has an older brother (no it’s not him, but I did have a crush on him for most of my jr. high/high school years). Anyway, her older brother went to undergrad and grad...
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Secretly I want to get married
I want someone to pursue me. I’m ready to start my life with someone.
Ok, maybe I’m not 100% ready, but it would be nice if someone would show some interest!
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A Saturday with Eric
So I know I haven’t given you guys any updates in a while, but that’s mainly because nothing had really been going on in my life romantically. A little over a month ago, Eric told me that he no longer wanted to have sex with my if I wasn’t going to be able to spend the night. This really caught me off guard, and I was confused since I thought we were just doing the casual thing....
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Btw, I love your blog!!! Brazenly frank! :-) Write soon!
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May 2011
2 posts
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This sums it up nicely.
April 2011
2 posts
March 2011
6 posts
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Being comfortable
This week I had two wonderful dates with Eric. Earlier in the week I texted him to see if he had any plans that evening, and since he did not he suggested we get dinner. We met up at a place close to my office and we enjoyed a nice meal.
The interesting thing about our friendship is that usually when we are out to dinner, or hanging out in public, it’s not a very romantic situation. We...
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I think it's time we get these guys straight
Since I’ve been writing this blog I haven’t given any of the guys nicknames to properly identify them. So why don’t we clear up any confusion.
My ex-fiancé: My greatest love to date. It would be way to cliché to call him Mr. Big (also because I don’t think we will get back together). So we are going to call him Mr. LA (because that’s where he lives now)
The guy...
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Now for the sexier details from last week
By now you may have figured out that I was in Austin, TX for an industry conference better known as SXSW.
I’ve told you about the emotional stuff I’m dealing with my ex-fiancé, but I haven’t given you all the sexy details about the fun stuff. So here you go.
I had sex with two guys over the course of the week. Only one was really that great. This guy I’ve slept with...
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I don't know how to explain it...
But I realized that there is a part of me that’s still holding on. That won’t let the idea of us go. And that’s not fair to him, or to myself.
I’m not looking for another relationship, but I’m also not letting the last one go and it was over a year ago. Seeing him made me realize that it will always be hard, but I was trying to convince myself that I didn’t...
Struggling
Back in Austin, back to emotional…
So it has officially been two years since I met my ex fiance and fell in love. This year is certainly easier than last year, but I’m still feeling really emotional.
I wish I could just let this all go, but I can’t seem to shake it.
I didn’t really have fun at all the last two nights so I’m trying to not try so hard.
I know...
February 2011
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Premature Ejaculation
refreshinglyconfident:
Guys, it’s not a big deal. Really. Please stop being embarrassed by it. You know when you get us off really fast and you think, Hell yeah, I’m in the man. Well, I feel the same way whether your dick is in my mouth or vagina. My ego inflates ever so slightly. As long as you return the favor with some attention my way, I don’t give a shit if you last 2 minutes or 20.
And,...
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Being Happy
These last few weeks I’ve felt very good about my life. I’m comfortable in my own skin, and I’m happy being single.
I’ve really done a cleaning out of my personal life, really learning who my real friends are, learning who I value most, and who is important to me.
A few days ago I planned my birthday party, and for the first time in many years it isn’t at a bar...
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For some reason all I want to do is talk to my...
Valentines Day
We’re approaching my third year in a row being single on valentines day. It might be more than that but I can’t think back that far.
I have been in relationships in the last 3 years, but for some reason when this time of year comes around I’m always single.
It doesn’t really make me sad that I’m alone. I’m happy being alone right now. But some presents would...
January 2011
4 posts
A lot has been going on lately
I hooked up with this guy again. Not sure why I did that.
Had a crazy sex dream about the boy who called me beautiful, and now I can’t stop thinking about him.
School started again. Fun :(
I got a new job! Yay :)
Things in my personal life have been good, and surprisingly boy free. I’m finally happy being alone and really learning how to take care of myself. I think this will be...
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Random email from my ex
This morning I woke up to an email that my ex sent me last night. The subject said “Letting Go” and in the body of the message it read, “I am truly sorry for my part in our relationship ending.”
I don’t even know how to feel about this.
I think it’s more annoying than anything. We haven’t spoken in months. I just don’t like it.
There's too much, I don't know where to start
I feel like so much has been going on in my love life (read: not actual action, but rather drama in my own head)
I don’t even know how to explain everything I’m feeling. I also don’t know how to tell my therapist, and I’m almost afraid to tell him. He is already confused with how many men there are in my life.
I don’t even know how to tell all of you.
December 2010
2 posts
The perfect first date
So about a week ago I joined OkCupid. I joined because I noticed that a lot of my friends were on it and it didn’t seem too creepy compared to other online dating options. I was browsing through the site when I came across a familiar picture. It was the picture of a guy who had friended me on Facebook a few weeks before.
This guy, let’s call him Reese, well he friended me on Facebook...
November 2010
4 posts
So about this young guy I've been seeing...
I don’t know what to say, I guess I assumed he would be a little more timid, but he is very forward (and a little fresh).
Last night I went to a concert with some friends. It was an early show so I was done by 9:30. So I texted the boy to see if he was around. He asked what would we do, and I told him I didn’t really care, I was just coming to see him.
So I drove to his apt (he...
I don't even know where to start...
So remember that younger guy…Well, I just got back from a date with him…yea.
I don’t know how this happened, and it’s a long story that I will attempt to write later, but for now…it ended with a kiss
:)
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Is there something wrong with me?
Last night I went over to the boy’s house, and once again we had mediocre sex. I’m starting to think that something is wrong with me. Or maybe we just shouldn’t be sleeping together.
For some reason I don’t feel like I have the right to tell him the sex is bad, or maybe I just like having someone, so I don’t want to lose what I have.
Or maybe it has something to do with the fact that since I’m...
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An interesting development
This past Thursday was Veterans Day, so naturally I didn’t have school. I usually have class very early in the morning so when I did happen to have sex with the guy I’ve been sleeping with I wasn’t able to stay over.
I kept feeling like he felt used in some way, like he really wanted me to stay and sleep there with him. I guess I never really felt bad about it since that was...
What's too young?
So I think I’ve developed a crush. The problem is the guy is three years younger than me. I don’t actually know it’s a problem.
The youngest guy I’ve dated in the past was a year younger. When we broke up I realized that he was just not mature enough at the time.
After we broke up the next few guys I was with were older. Most recently, 8 years older.
So having this...
October 2010
10 posts
So I started therapy
It took me months to get up the courage to do it, but I started seeing someone this week.
I’m not sure if I’ll be good at therapy, if talking about everything will actually help me feel better or just make me feel worse. But I know it’s a start and it’s a step in the right direction.
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I can feel myself slipping into a depression
The last few months have been really hard for me.
I lost my job, and since my boss was once of my good friends, I haven’t really talked to him in a while either. I was ok with losing my job but recently I found a card he gave me last year and after reading it I can’t help but miss him.
My ex-fiance has started dating the same girl he told me was the devil a few months ago. I...
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